Yep, that's what it's been like.
The last bit...feelin' like this guy...
...on the side of the road...
...with a busted car...
...tryin' to run the thing on my own power
...Realized that I'm naturally not a business man (as is the tendency in North American churches). I'm more of a Holy Man (as it tends to be in the Eastern Churches)
Like it or hate it...
In my books, 'holy man' means: dropping the hard shell, actively pursuing vulnerability, admitting my weaknesses to myself and those around me, focusing myself on what is above first, letting my focus on what is above inform my focus on what is ahead.
Living a life devoted to worship...
...I haven't been doing that.
...I'm sorry.
I'm going to surrender to the spirit that's been pursuing me since we started this thing.
...it's a Better Way.
M.
PS. I did clean out under my bed...maybe that's what got this started...
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